Monday, January 9, 2012

Am I okay?

As most of you already know, I've been very lonely lately.  I think things are getting to a critical stage at the moment.  I've been acting in ways that surprise me now, and I feel as though I'm losing my mind, and I have no idea what might happen next.  I want things to change, and I've been trying to make that happen, but nothing seems to be working for me.  I think I almost need something to happen soon before I do something even crazier than I've already done.  I'm starting to feel like I have no idea what I want or even who I am anymore.

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  1. Just take a step back and take a few deep breaths. Everything will be okay. Just try to keep your head up and focus on things that make you happy and are (good) distractions that you need right now.

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  2. I think allot of people feel like this allot of the time. I guess everyone wants to feel alone together. All I can really say is hang in there, the world has a way of throwing you a bone just when you've given up hope!

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  3. Ah Dave! Chin up! Everything gets better, trust me. It gets better!

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  4. Think back to the advice I gave you before. It still stands. And its the only way to get past this, without digging yourself down further.

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  5. Thanks everyone! As you can guess, I was having a bit of a rough night, and I needed to vent a little. Hopefully I'll be back to feeling myself soon.

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  6. I've been there, man. Many a time. It's easy to question oneself, wonder what your identity is, and consider the possibility that you're losing my mind. I think you have a pretty good head on your shoulders, though. Your next entry was much more optimistic, so I hope you are moving past these negative feelings.

    ~Shane

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