Thursday, January 12, 2012
Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger
After a few days of emotional awfulness, I've made some realizations about myself with the help of a few friends (you who who you are). I've realized that the way I was going about things didn't work, and I was chasing the magic solution without even realizing that was what I was doing. I am now beginning to rewire my emotional circuits, so I can transform myself into the sort of guy I want to be. I don't expect this will be the easiest thing, and I may not always get things right, but the important part is that I'm determined to do it. I aim to love myself more, so that I can love others the way I should. In all likelihood, I will probably not give up on the search, but I think I will be more careful, and take more time with things than I did before.
I hope you'll all continue to follow and support me in my journey.
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As I've said before -- the most important thing is learning to be comfortable in who YOU are and where you're at before you can ever be comfortable/work well with someone else.
ReplyDeleteI have full faith that you can get there.
Rock on! I think the shift in your focus is a positive change. You would be working from the 'inside-out' - reinforce what you like about yourself, change some of the qualities that aren't as helpful, and use this new outlook in your search for true love. It's what I spent most of my time doing within the last year...and although it wasn't easy by any means, the struggle was definitely worthwhile. No worries...we will most definitely continue to follow you in the months and years to come.
ReplyDelete~Shane
~Shane