The past few weeks have been making my head spin. There have been all sorts of crazy love-related events, and it left me not knowing what direction to turn.
First, there was the heartfelt story I wrote as a way of apologizing to Little Red. This didn't work, and I've given up on the chance of her contacting me again.
After that, Hat Girl decided to randomly message me again with declarations of love. This confused me, but apparently it was meant as the love of a friend, although I have my own theories about what's happening in her head and heart.
Finally, when I thought it couldn't get more complicated, Rose found me. She contacted me online (a rarity, to say the least) and soon we were learning all sorts of things about each other. She's very religious, which isn't a problem for me, although we don't always agree on things at this point. She's very nice, and I find her attractive, so I think this has a lot of potential. There are a few challenges ahead, but I think it will be worth it in the end.
Of course, in the back of my mind, I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop. I worry that I might not be up to her standard in terms of faith, or that I'll let my hormones get the best of me when I'm around her, or any number of other stupid worries like that. I do my best to ignore these thoughts, but it's a little tough at times. Ultimately, I think Rose could be just what I need right now, and I like to think I'm what she needs as well.
Updates soon, my friends!
Keep them coming (the updates) :)
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