Last Words

In what was probably a rash decision, I contacted Little Red again recently.  She's still furious with me, and things did not go well.  It seems that we have no future, even as friends, and I'll be forever remembered as another guy who broke her heart, rather than the one who wrote Doctor Who stories for her when she was sick.  I decided to share my last email to her with all of you.  I'm not really sure why, but I feel that it's important.

All I'm offering you is friendship right now.  I wish it could be more, but it seems like I gave up that chance.  Even if you hate me, I still think you're a really amazing, intelligent, beautiful woman, and I'm going to miss you for a very long time.  I hope some day you can remember the good things about me, and then maybe we can start talking again.
I don't want you to be alone, but I'm going to go for good now, if that's what you want.

Note:  Since posting this, I've edited out part of my email, because it reminds me of a part of myself that I really don't like.