Saturday, November 3, 2012
Sneaky Feelings
It's been a few days since I got my last email from Little Red. The contents of that email were angry and hurtful, but I still find myself missing her a bit. I suppose that's natural, considering we used to email constantly, often several times in the same day. Thankfully, I have NaNoWriMo to occupy my time and thoughts. It's going pretty well so far, and I hope it continues this way. I just can't shake this nagging sadness in me over how things went, and wondering if she's happy or sad without me to talk to anymore. I suppose not making contact is best though, and I'm doing my best to resist any urges I might have to do so. Overall, I am happier though. I have a date with Hat Girl to look forward to. Hopefully the quality time with her will not only help me to forget about Little Red, but also boost my creativity and drive to continue writing.
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I dedicate my second Elvis Costello reference to lalalalauren! Now, where do I cash in those cool points?
ReplyDeleteAw, I get an Elvis Costello reference dedicated to me? I feel so honored! +10 more cool points for you. Once you have enough cool points, you can cash them in for a gold star.
DeleteAnyway, hope your date with Hat Girl goes well & good luck with the novel. You already know I think you're making the right choice with all this, so I won't babble on. :)
You did nothing wrong bud. Enjoy this new exciting opportunity without regrets, you are more lucky than you realize :)
ReplyDeleteThrowing yourself into a hobby when trying to move on from something like that is the best possible thing you can do, Dave. Use any emotions you feel if you do think about her and channel it in to your writing! Good luck!
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